You wake up in the morning and the sun rays are seeping in through the curtain. Your mind wanders back to what happened the previous day, previous week; at times the previous month trying to make sense.
The new mental space painfully registers its presence and some extra hours appearing in the daily schedule making you aware of the gaping hole in time and in soul.Sometime back your mind was engrossed in this one person who felt like home. You had found some one to look forward to for spending time, for sharing your mind & heart. The one you could reach out numerous times without any hesitation.
The person might be around but the realization that you have to let it go has seeped in. "I'll be around! We'll be friends!" Deep down you are aware that none of this will be true. Changed Feelings cannot transition back to a fresh slate. The transition has started wherein from holding really close you have to gradually let distance come in.
You'll try reasoning it out, running conversations back and forth in mind. Where did it go wrong? Why? Is there any hope? Can I fix this thing? There is no option but leave to it on time. The thing no one seems to understand is that moving on is a one way street. A step forward and it cannot be taken back. No one wants to come back to the source of anguish and pain!
So would you stay in the same spot to wait a bit longer to see if they come back or take the irreversible step ahead?
Coffee??
The new mental space painfully registers its presence and some extra hours appearing in the daily schedule making you aware of the gaping hole in time and in soul.Sometime back your mind was engrossed in this one person who felt like home. You had found some one to look forward to for spending time, for sharing your mind & heart. The one you could reach out numerous times without any hesitation.
The person might be around but the realization that you have to let it go has seeped in. "I'll be around! We'll be friends!" Deep down you are aware that none of this will be true. Changed Feelings cannot transition back to a fresh slate. The transition has started wherein from holding really close you have to gradually let distance come in.
You'll try reasoning it out, running conversations back and forth in mind. Where did it go wrong? Why? Is there any hope? Can I fix this thing? There is no option but leave to it on time. The thing no one seems to understand is that moving on is a one way street. A step forward and it cannot be taken back. No one wants to come back to the source of anguish and pain!
So would you stay in the same spot to wait a bit longer to see if they come back or take the irreversible step ahead?
Coffee??
